Sprinkle Spring: 2012

So its holiday! And we have only 6 days more before we need to go to school. And I have a scrapbook to be finish by this holiday. And I have games to be play or I will die. I have to keep sitting in front of the computer or I will never know what happen to my social account. And FYI I only have twitter and this old blog as my social accounts. Yet, long time ago, ~~i've meet a princess,~~ I have my OWN facebook. And I always active to online the facebook account. But now, my facebook account has gone until I don't know when it will come back. DIED furever und ever. HaHa Ok kidding. Then, ( back to the story that does'nt even match with my topic) I made a new account. And its gone well. But suddenly, while I was adding my friends on facebook, it become crazy like a hideous hungry monster sees a food in front of him. CRASHED! Died too. Ok its actually not died but I just need to verify it back using a code, that the facebook staff will send a message that did have the code. But, I have try many numbers, my mother's, my father's and my brother's number but its still did'nt work. I did'nt get my code! And that's why I don't have a facebook. Actually I have two accounts but both accounts are crazy. So, next time, do not even ask me do I have a facebook or not. Or I will explain to you as long as this untitled story. The End.

Pheww, just done telling a story. Now back to what I really want to talk about. Anyway, when my facebook are like that (the craziness) I become sensitive because I really want my facebook back! Alright, alright, you won't understand the meaning of my sensitivity for the facebook things because it is my problem and nobody will understand it. Ok, Back to the normal story after my un-normal story. Goodbye.

WAIT!

Actually my topic do mean something that was really hurting me. And usually for me, whats hurting me, must be some sort from school. I have this one friend and I guess she was sensitive too, like me. And our sensitive does not bring much to fights. Just our inside hurts and hate feeling to another person will of course exists. All of this are cause by the jealous feelings. And that's whats bring me to the sensitivity of me. I mean sensitivity runs towards me all of the sudden because of the jealousy. I hope she understands me just like how I understands her. If I right this thing for nothing, I will absolutely sad because for your information, I'm very sensitive. Maybe you look me from the outside, may be not sensitive much, but actually from the inside was the other from the outside. Means its not same because I was too sensitive and I feel pain of that SENSITIVITY. It's bring saddens to me and I hate being sad. I'm tired of being sad and all of this. All I want is the first you when I met you. I know the first you when I met you was actually the not real you but I more kind of like that not-real-you. And just tell me what you want me to do to make you feel better with me. And if those mine wishes become true, I am the happiest girl on Earth, on the universe and on my heart.

I don't want to be like this girl but this is what I feel.

So, I can't stand it anymore with this dramas because I'm not used to it and I don't want to get use to it.

I Really hope you understand and now i'm serious, no more laughing or make jokes and I can't stand or hold this teardrops anymore. I do hope. I do hope. I do hope that one day you know that actually all this while I am talking about you, I'm writing about you to make you understand but I'm hope my words does not hurts you but understands you.